School was mostly a blur. Felt like a Friday and with the holiday tomorrow, it kind of is. When I saw K.W. today I got that “kick in the gut” feeling followed by some heart pounding. Uh-oh. The ‘L” word. I am no longer depressed by the situation. In fact, I am strangely confident although nothing has changed. Yesterday, she caught me staring at her. She didn’t seem creeped out some maybe she is getting the message that something is up. Tonight Mike, Jeremy and I hit up the dollar movies to see Midnight Run.
Which was a lot funnier that I thought it was going to be. We go to the movies a lot. They basically have movies that have been out for a few months already for a buck. The theatre isn’t the greatest but oh well. We seem to go there with Jeremy more than our other friends. It’s right by my work and it pulls kids in from everywhere. We are always on the prowl for chicks. Sometimes we follow them around for fun- a car chase. Every once in a while they stop and we talk. Seldom do we get phone numbers, at least real ones. If we aren’t in a chasing mood and ,if my sister is working, we hit McDonald’s for a late night snack. Kim always gives us a look but still gives us stuff. What a nice sis. Jeremy was acting weird tonight and whining about not having “someone to hold”. Hey I don’t have anyone but I don’t go bitching to people- what’s that going to do? He also said he’s thought of suicide. Not sure how serious he was but it was eerie. I hope someday he finds a girl who appreciated his integrity. He is his own dude and doesn’t seem to care about what people think of him. He came to Bear Creek in our junior year from Phoenix. I dunno, maybe that is how you have to be when you move to a new school. Good guy.
“There's more to life than being cool, athletic, and popular”- The wonder years.
“There's more to life than being cool, athletic, and popular”- The wonder years.
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